what sia.. man u lost to liverpool 2-1
shucks man nt even at the top 4.. come on!
1 . Do you know a person's past?when u look at someone, do u evaluate a person's character? do u determine whether he or she is smart/good-looking/poor/sociable, or? is it stereotyping crap? people might seriously not be what u think they are. like they say, dont judge a book by its cover. but even more, do u know their past? do u know which part of their past makes up their every character? maybe not. it is true that people should not keep dwelling on the past but look to the future. BUT, the past is an essential point for reflection. there may be a dark side of people's lives which they are unwilling or it is too difficult to pour out. maybe at times bits and pieces of the story may be leaked out. this bits and pieces may be what makes up the person u see today, whether quiet or determined or open or whatever it is. this is actually quite uncontrollable by the person himself. it can be said that most of the time, nobody knows the entire story of another individual's life.
maybe we should all look at others in a different light? u see a person super nervous all the time. he/she stutters when they talk and cant think clearly. you wouldnt know if the person has been bullied all the time when they were young and they do not reveal it. or probably they got humiliated publicly too often, that they have just developed that fear in them since young that they try hard to counter when they are older. if they dont tell u about these incidents, would u ever know? most likely not. some people really try extremely hard to counter themselves to change for the good and be accepted by all, but changing is just.. not so easy.
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2. Have you found your true self?seriously, it is a fact that people change. people change throughout their lives, sometimes a drastic change, sometimes a gradual change. sometimes they change due to unexpected events or undesired events. in fact, parts of a person change. the quotient of patience might be 40% before an event. after an event, the quotient may increase to 70%, or decrease to 20%. However, i feel so much that at the end, people find themselves back MOST of the time. maybe u've gotten tougher over the years, more outspoken, better determination. Ultimately when u think back to how much u've grown, u'll realise that theres a limit to ur change. i mean like if ur nature is to be kind to others, i srsly do not believe that u will suddenly lose all that kindness and stop being kind to others. if all ur life u have always upheld justice, suddenly u change and u treat people unfair. after a few months or years, i trust that if a person reflects enough, maybe through mistakes or whatever, he or she will realise that what they are doing is not them and will go back to their nature of being just to others.
a very apt example is the people from the yellow ribbon campaign. see all those people who made a mistake in their lives, if they are willing to change, surely they have found back themselves, or else they would most likely continue to commit mistakes, am i wrong? maybe their good nature is too far back, or lost due to the mundane cycle of life. they lose themselves and commit mistakes. After many many years, a 40 yr old can still find back their good nature 20 yrs ago, if they are willing to. Even though i havent lived so long, i see that through examples and i believe it is so. people can try to change themselves, for the good or for the worse, but people just shouldnt fool themselves. i know i commit that mistake myself umpteenth times, i change myself and fool myself into believing i alr thrown away the bad/goody side of me. and then, i go through changes myself but see that ultimately, i find myself back. i find my true self back, its just.. there.
just a piece of my thoughts. make it 2.
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☆ plentiful tday - 11:40 am
HAHA I SUPER LAZY to blog cos i dont have any pictures yet so go to
Carrie's blog at:
CLICK HEREOOPS! lol.
anyway today went for the first bonding camp meeting! the last last last camp i'll be taking part in in poly i suppose, or even for the rest of my life. afterwards had lunch and bitch session talking abt GYL ahah :D
yes and the main pt is that alicia me and zl went to look for sports shoes! and afterwards we went to 2 agencies for job hunting. i dont really need a job or feel like working cos im super lazy to but whatever haha extra income is good! (can buy some wants such as psp and ipod & srsly need to kill time badly also.. hopefully can find >$6 job and v slack! gt lobang must intro me pleeeease.
must stay happy.
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☆ plentiful tday - 6:03 pm
回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说
要和我手牵手
一起走到时间的尽头
从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起
我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再
不再哭泣
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我明白
以变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最后的温暖矮~
你给的温暖
不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由的天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界
不再寂寞
always.
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☆ plentiful tday - 12:48 am
woooooo im back from GYL!
tired to the maxxxxx with arm sores and lotsa mosquito bites everywhere.
and i got sunburnt so my skin is all peeling now. painful rawwwwrrr!
but but GYL TOTALLY ROCKED!
CHEMICAL X is da bomb!
YO BABY YO BABY YO-O!
lol im so lazy to update still waiting for the tons and tons of pictures taken during gyl camp..
high ropes, rafting, trekking, paintball. heavy duty exercise finally :DD
back to sg and back to home, and also back to reality. might fully update sometime later yayyyy
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☆ plentiful tday - 11:18 am